individualism

I've started my individualism since you've been gone. It's been long time that I didn't have this feeling, I think it's been 3 years. I won't say it's hard for me to swallow the loneliness but just feel strange when being alone inside 4 walls and my teeth started to hybernate... Just hope these hundred something hours could fly faster and easier. Today keeps raining which make my mood down... what a coincidence..